Hello, today is the first day back second week at school and life has been boring since the whole morning. I realised I have many tests coming along and yet the time given is not proportionate at all! bleh :D This morning my dad was fetching me to school, so I saw a group of Cedar girls. I was thinking they could probably be on an exchange programme to our school (Ortus) and well they in fact were. Although the number is only 10 (in term 1 aphelion had 20 st nicholas buddies coming over :D) and so i think its also nice experience for the Ortusmates. Well, its really a nice experience especially you're in a boy/girl school and you get to study in the other for a week i guess? its just amazing how you get to be "a girl" or "a boy" for one week. Well, I know that there's one of them in volleyball (Cedar has a superb volleyball team) so I'm interested to know her. But never mind, if not later people say I despo so I just say here can liao :S Tomorrow got hiphop PE. dunno what is it about sia. Hip what hop. go recess eat and slack better. hoho. now gotta chiong work liao, hope both the ortus hosts and the cedar guests have a great experience here :)
life is great!
Penned @ 6:55 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Hello. quite sian today. lazy to post much. take care (:
life is great!
Penned @ 2:52 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
hello. finally one week has passed. so yesterday i was at training then my leg very pain after pt. i think i not going for friendly tomorrow sianz. so today had a very engaging panel discussion in school talking about "Setting overly difficult exams on the pretext of stretching the student's mind is an irresponsible of the school." yeah so quite fun. then had double math, recess, double chinese, then double chemistry. hehe. yeah then wanted to go find my uncle for coffee (he's in charge of a coffee bean outlet at Tiong Bahru and its just finish renovated haha). but anyway im going tomorrow, yeah. so now im slacking awhile ;D
life is great!
Penned @ 9:38 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Hello, today has been an okay day. Nothing much happened and I am getting much used to stares. So I had training after school and I did PT. Now my leg want to cramp liao. Haha. So well, came back at 950. Now gonna slack abit and tomorrow is last day of first week! ;) I'm doing pretty fine, so yeah~
life is great!
Penned @ 10:01 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
hello, today is third day of school. as usual, i didn't wanna go for morning assembly but well, have to.. so too bad. today, felt better. during assembly, was sitting with mr sng and discussing with mr hon about taking away leader's positions when they aren't doing academically well for consecutively 2 terms. but well, they kept mentioning DOCTOR hon. actually he just got his PhD. so i wonder why must hao lian to everyone and call him dr hon. i think its absolutely lame, but well congratulate him anyway. so after that had IHE, where paul ho made a comment to me "Wayne, what is with your hair?" in a .... tone so I just told him it wasn't a haircut. After IHE i went back to my class (i have my IHE in 3A2 Geography while History was in my class 3A1) So I went back and waited outside class. He came out, and said something to niao me. I think actually our teachers are so sacarstic. if i get a video of what they do probably they'll get sacked one by one for MOE's guideline of "humiliating students". but don't worry, I ain't feeling disturbed about it. cause I don't really care anyway. then during math lesson, lester phua sat beside me. i told him to look at yang fan's head because he was at the 1st row(im in the second behind him) and he was dozing and sleeping. His head kept dropping to one side and coming up and dropping down, yet rong still happily teaching. so he laughed. then i couldn't control myself (partially cause of his laughter, laughed too) then after that Rong said "Why are you even laughing when I am not laughing at you?" So the whole class laughed. But well, don't be worry because I am not offended. I know he didn't mean it that way, but well that's what happened today. The stares still occur, but im taking it lighter now. and as for now, time for work! :)
life is acidic (full of sacarsm)!
Penned @ 8:02 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Well hello and thanks for reading, hope your school has been fine or job or whatever, haha. So today has been the second day in school and I wore a cap for morning assembly. It appeared to me that it apparently served no purpose because wearing the cap seemed more attention seeking, especially from the teachers. Secondly, it was warm wearing a cap, so I guess I would do away with it. After all, my form teacher consoled me that students in my school is staring at me because they do not have knowledge of what is happening to me. So, I'll be trying hard to cope with these things. School has been pretty fine, just that I'm gonna get back to the normal life real soon. My funniest moment today was when Mrs Chan Shu Hwee came in to my class, she thought I cut my hair for fun or for some "lame" purposes which she expressed through words and then the whole class laughed -.- but then, well she after that knew that I had this problem, so she started asking me alot of stuff, then tell me if need help go find teacher and so on. Anyway, there's a secondary 4 guy who has the same problem as me. But I think his case is doing pretty well and he's kind of recovering, which I hope will go the same way for me. This Sunday, I have been invited by Mr Galvin Sng to some church event made for youth day. I'll probably go if I have some friends who'd tag along (my teammates?) I don't know, but well this two days didn't go as bad as I expected. The thing I hate now is that I am going for morning assembly everyday, too bad I can't help it. So, probably these people will stare till they get sick of it and I'm off the centre of attention, haha. As for now, I'm going to launch a massive attack to my work and do some revision and finally, sleep! :)
life is hopeful!
Penned @ 9:23 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Today was really freaky. I woke up with a slight headache and I went to school anyway. It was anxiety in me because I wonder what would happen to me with such "outstanding" hairstyle. Yeah, so I went to school, first thing anyone, or almost everyone did was staring at me. Well, I expected that. So, I went to morning assembly, it was almost freaky. Everyone was staring at my head. I looked everywhere, everywhere looked at me. I don't know to laugh or be embarrassed. So I had a hard time today, especially explaining my condition to so many people (I counted at least like 20 people asked me) so everyone was just "stunned" at my head! I had Chinese, English, IHE, Physics and Math today. None of the teachers failed to ask me too, haha. So the most hilarious thing, Mr Rong saw me, then he "WOAH~!" then everyone in class laughed. But don't be given the idea that he is not a nice guy, he's just tactless, heh. I thought about my hair the whole day and I didn't dare to go down to the canteen just to face another flood of stares. I stayed in class and Yong Rong and Lester bought me a Fan Choy each. So I had two, haha. But friends, I depreciate the stares, but oh well I will get used to it soon anyway. I am just feeling extremely embarrassed especially this is gonna be with me for months. So, hope something better happens tomorrow. Can I ask of you, the reader's opinion of whether I should request to wear a cap/hat/beanie to school? With that, take care :)
life is embarrassing!
Penned @ 6:59 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Hmm hi just to inform i changed my msn nickname to Wayne the bald. lol yea i took away the one favour =) cause i damn sian of waiting for miss ting shan to return me the favour liao la. lol. ya that's all :)
life is great!
Penned @ 10:11 PM
Firstly, sorry that I didn't post yesterday because I went out all day and I was at home only at 340 AM. So, yup. I spent my time at my cousin's chalet. So, the whole day was packed and I went to Wild Wild Wet and stuff with my bald head -.- yea, so trying hard to get used to stares haix. But well, I just realised too that my Aunt's bro's girlfriend is Jade Seah! well if you don't know who she is, she's Miss Singapore (don't know 2nd or 3rd) and she came to the chalet too and alot of us chatted together at night. But so she told us she's in a girls school for 10 years and then she didn't talk about the Miss singapore thingy. but we just crapped alot ahaa. But she's gonna be acting in the volleyball serials coming up soon on channel 8 (not a major role i guess) but still, she's damn tall lol. ya so take care all!
life is great!
Penned @ 5:44 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
hello sorry for the super late post. im totally cropped up with work today. gonna rest now. cya.
life is busy!
Penned @ 10:44 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Hello, thanks for reading now, I am a bald guy already. Yea, so this saturday I probably won't go to the outing cause my family forcing me to my cousin's outing. yeah, so keep updated, im watching tv now :)
life is sianz!
Penned @ 11:28 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Today has indeed been a tiring match with Punggol. So today morning I went to shave my head and then went to see the doc again cause there were many more holes around. Yea, so I am about to slack now. Thanks for reading.
life is harsh!
Penned @ 8:55 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Hello, today will not be such a pleasant post. The reason is that I've decided to talk about my problem openly. I mentioned a few posts back about the problem I had - Alopecia Areata. So for those of you who still don't know what it is, it is actually hair loss due to some body malfunction. So actually for the past week, I have been facing this problem. My parents were worried for me and I was also so sad. I have been afraid to bathe because everytime I do it, whenever I am done I see lots of hair on the ground. I know before long it will all drop off so I just keep thinking. I don't know how to solve my problem. When I go to sleep, every morning I wake up I find hair on my pillow and on my t-shirt, so much so that it tickled me awake this morning at 6 am and I had to go brush off all the hair off my pillow and myself. Sometimes I just feel like crying because I feel so helpless. But then again, I know my parents are so upset for me too. Today, I had friendly at CCAB with Anderson Secondary School and I played so damn lousily. My teammates told me that I the look in my eyes were like someone who was totally not focused. At here, I would like to say sorry to you all for the inconsistent settings because I really couldn't get the thought of my head's problem off my mind. To my coach, he has been on the nail in saying that my mind was thinking of other matters during the match. I know coach has high expectations on me, just like he has high expectations of all his setters, I know coach has been really putting effort into talking to me, getting me to do things the proper way and I think I haven't been putting enough effort. Even if we won 3 out of 4 matches, but it was because Anderson was lousy, not that we were damn good. At this point, I'm writing this post to all those who care about me, especially my parents, my teammates, the friends who messaged to ask about how I am. The only solution I have derived is - putting my effort into tomorrow's match against Punggol. I have decided to cut my hair (maybe shave or GI) so I think its time to face up to this problem. To the caring friends, you don't have to message me to ask me if I'm okay already cause I have decided to face this problem bravely. So, thanks for all the care and concern, and sorry Yih Chyn, I can't upload the vid now cause its 100MB. Take care all.
life is full of ups and downs!
Penned @ 10:41 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Hello, I woke up at 1 pm today... Haha so today has been pretty fine. I have been peeling Gingko nuts from just now because some idiot in my family just refuses to buy the canned one because she got brainwashed by the auntie in the market that it is unhealthy. So i got to do the whole dirty job and I was peeling the nuts lol. Yea, and anyway there'll be a friendly match between us and Anderson Secondary tomorrow at CCAB (at Bukit Timah) so to anybody : come if you want to watch. Hahas. Yep, so now I'll be playing abit of WC3 and then I'll be visiting my grandmother later. I didn't go yesterday cause almost the whole family was busy. Yup :)
life is great!
Penned @ 5:04 PM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Hi, thanks for reading! so today i actually went for training, i didn't really train though, was just there to see.. and talk to my coach and teammates. so they all know about my problem.. yeah.. then after that went to kap to discuss about slc outing with marzie and people. yup after that i went home and ate.. after that chiong my games all the way! :) so now im slacking abit.. yeah..
life is boring!
Penned @ 10:52 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
yo, training is tomorrow.. so i will probably be going.. and after that to kap.. yup. so today i've basically spent my time in front of computer and went to the Great Sale of Robinson. lols. there bought some stuff... then lol i 3g my bro to show him a bag then he say i anyhow place the cam. i so pai seh cause he not there then everyone looking at me 3g. lols.. yea.. and anyway im learning to not be bothered by my problem so much.. cause its not deadly after all.. instead of drowning in misery, i rather spend my time in a nicer way uhh.. yup.. so will be playing from now till sleeping time ;)
life is great!
Penned @ 7:15 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
so just saying hi, and don't forget to attend the slc meeting! im pretty fine today, thanks for concern.. but problem still persists anyway :/
life is tough!
Penned @ 6:51 PM
Hello, there'll be a mass outing organised for our consortium held this sat (21 June) at East Coast Park. It is proudly organised by Marzie Zanis and I am one of the helper.. So please do go, people from Betterment of Ethics, Cultivation of Leaderships and Promoting Creative Thinking. It's gonna be at 1pm and there'll be activities lined up. We will not forget the ice-breakers of course! So we'll be expecting to see you there. For more information, please visit Marzie's blog @ http://lollanz.livejournal.com :) take care and hope to see you then!
life is great!
Penned @ 1:35 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
hello today i went to the doctor.. so im actually recognised as a patient with Alopecia Areata. you can go search it on the net if you want.. but i don't wanna use laymen terms for cosmetic reasons. bleh. so the doctor said in america every one in hundred people contract this problem.. and then i was like.. look, he said i needed to have an injection.. so i thought well, its on the hand and only once was scary enough.. but then later he told me, we have to jab it on your head.. and he did it 8 times. my dad told me 5 holes bled. its kinda freaky alright. the doc also told me that my problem should be solved in 2 months.. so im probably gonna celebrate hard during national day.. yeah.. and thank my family for being there for me.. and then friends for encouraging me.. this is really a cosmetic setback man.. damn it.. so i've been doing homework just now.. yeah so sorry for the late post.. and im going to play dota now :)
life is full of hope!
Penned @ 9:17 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Well, thanks for reading people. I think its quite discouraging when you are facing my problem. But I think its very encouraging when I know that there are people who care about me and encourage me. But well, I hope this problem would not last long.. yeah.. so i'm probably slacking now.. and thinking about this problem that im having.. yeah so just to tell all of you to take care of your health as well.. yup.. take care
life is tough!
Penned @ 4:05 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008
hello people.. today totally sucks. everyday sucks. sian. don't want to talk long. when you face the problem im facing now.. you'll cry.. that's it..
life is tiring!
Penned @ 10:25 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
hello people. thanks for reading again. today is quite sian. i woke up at like 1 pm.. then i found my bro brought a friend home. yeah so quite sian today. i realise i dropping alot of hair lol. probably too much stress omg its scary never mind. yea that's about it im going to my grandmother's house later so.. yeah. thanks for reading.
life is scary!
Penned @ 5:46 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
hmm hello. today i had training at 830 as usual. so when i was there i was surprised everyone was doing warm-ups. then later i saw.. omg ouyang jiao lian. yeah anyway he was there.. then alot of dsa ppl also there.. yar so we were like warming up and doing ball warmup. then later when we were doing serving training, omg jiao lian say "wayne, guo lai. Ni zhi dao zhe ge jiao lian shi shui mah?" (he was referring to ouyang) so of course i remember him. he's kinda more like a dictator than i am. so i was actually abit intimidated. then jiao lian say he want to play ball with me awhile. then i was like so scared of him la. lol then he started setting initially and receiving so i just play. then after that he started spiking and then i couldn't receive his balls. cause like im not trained in receiving then later he spam me he say "i won't use strength" but then its like he's ex national player then his "no strength" = my "lotsa strength" lol. then he was like busy correcting my position (cause my basic is not really good anyway, i was a super imba slacker in s1,s2) then like haix. aiyo i dam zibei larhs. never mind. so after that it rained. then we went to jump the notice board lol. then after that do pt. 100 squatsituppushup and 50 leg raises. so sian then later we played soccer LOL. b vs c div. damn cute lol. ya and then we went to kap for lunch. so after that came home.. now yeah.. that's about it.. now time to slack. later gonna visit my grandmother :)
life is great!
Penned @ 4:20 PM
Friday, June 6, 2008
lol today super sian. now im like alone at home and talking on msn. also playing my games. yup. i dunno what to say. but i have recently been thinking about my height. i wonder why i am so short. lol. its like i play volleyball yet im still so short larh. all my teammate almost all taller than me except max who is like same height as me. zzz. this cannot go on! i must grow taller. haha. anyone got any idea? xD yup. and so yesterday's outing was like fun la. but then i reach home already want to die liao. lol but actually i went to play bnet dota 1 game. lol the tinker damn noob. i using razor.. so their undying damn kp one. keep asking ppl 1 on 1. mid game i got pwned by him twice. so later i bought bot and sny. my ms was 474. lol then its like am and some other heroes in their team were mid rax. so we gang them they either die or run. left antimage. lol then he left damn little life. our team got orge magi. so he gave me the blood(dunno what can increase MS) then my MS was 522 lol. so am blink and run and blink, i just happily chase and finish him off with chain lightning. then the host noob tinker start kping what 3v1 then i was like telling my teammates he sure ck me de. then once i finish saying the thing popped up "You're disconnected." lol he squelched me some more saying i noob ganger. i hate this kind of noob. his bnet name is JarVin. btw <--- tard.
life is great!
Penned @ 3:54 PM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
hello today training was dam sian. i too long nvr train liao (2 days) then come back and chiong training shuttle run. then after that dam giddy for awhile. lol.. ya then train train play play. after that went to LAN. so first round played 4v4 i used Rexxar and second round i played 5v5 i used obsidian destroyer. lol after that we went mac to eat.. i didn't really go but got no choice. cause its like super unhealthy. yeah then we went to like sentosa. omg i don't wanna post picture cause too many liao lool. u wanna see come ask for my phone or see in my laptop. yeah. so now back home. i was like omg so thirsty nothing to drink from like 9 - 1030. then i went to buy a packet of ICE MILO. OMG that was money well spent cause it totally quenched my thirst lol.. yeah so probably gonna be slacking abit.. haha thanks for reading people :)
life is great!
Penned @ 11:25 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Hmm today haven't eaten my meal yet. look at the time. its 4 pm. i've only eaten bananas yeah lol.. so yup tomorrow will have meeting please own groups contact caleb, not me. bring drinks too yea? i'll be there later after my training :)
life is great!
Penned @ 3:58 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
can someone get me into a homework frenzy please? im so lazy haha. never mind should do some PT later ;) haha people umm the meeting at sentosa will be this: Meet at Harbourfront MRT at 10 AM, 4 groups will be going (Sana, Xaria, Mareo, Lumina) I'll probably be late so don't call me on that day or SMS me as I got training :D
life is great!
Penned @ 12:19 PM
Monday, June 2, 2008
hello people. im so tired now okays. i had friendly at angmokio secondary just now volleyball match.. so its like quite fun uh. i took a video yeah. so its basically all. quite fun larhs. haha then its like i must work harder liao. i think i am quite lousy. but its like, coach say his friends "kan hao" me but that makes me feel even more guilty larh cause i not even training hard enough. -.- time to train harder and be more serious!
life is great!
Penned @ 11:09 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Hello people.. there'll be a meeting organised by SANA for slc participants at sentosa. lol please go if you can make it, especially with your whole group i think. its 10 at harbourfront mrt till late afternoon and probably night activities are arranged separately.. and anyway I had to make my IC yesterday Maxisto Miracles lol -.- yeah so everyone enjoy yourself enjoy yourself.